Tuesday 30 March 2010

The (Little) Human Spirit


Every monday night at 10pm, I catch this documentary series on OKTO. Each episode depicts the strength of a handicapped child, fighting hard for life to go on.

Last night's one was Emergency in the Womb, which highlighted a rare syndrome that a few mothers pregnant with twins face , twin to twin blood transfusion syndrome. Today, I chanced upon Joan's most recent post and it's about a pair of twins who suffered the same fate. One is surviving. The other has passed on. It's sad that things like these happen and sometimes we wonder why does God make some people suffer so much. We start to question the existence of God and it shakes our faith in HIM. It is true, no parents should have to make the decision if they should let their child go, no parent should have to bury their child.

Being a mother and being able to understand the emotions of being one, makes it more difficult to accept this. When I read such unfortunate stories, I can only give thanks to God that my baby girl is healthy. When I am angry with her for throwing a tantrum or for disrupting my sleep, I think of the more painful experiences that other mothers have to go through and I am alot more appreciative of what I have and how lucky I already am.

This Lenten season, let us take a short moment to cast aside our material thoughts and to pray for the healing and redemption of these little children.

Monday 22 March 2010

Boozing on a Friday night

An old friend is back in town for a week so caught up with him last Friday for drinks at his office since alcohol's unlimited & most importantly, FREE!

I reached home slightly before midnight. Not that late compared to how I partied pre JD days but late enough since JD became family. After washing up and all, I was still felt fresh enough to sneak in a short read & some TV before knocking out. Needless to say, I was awoken at 6+am by the little one, yet I was up & about playing with her for the whole of Saturday. Now I realise how essential ME-TIME is to upkeep sanity & rejuvenate!

Sunday 21 March 2010

Confessions of a Concealaholic



Thanks to June, I'm now a proud owner of this little pretty box which is supposedly not widely available, not even in the States.

I tried it out last Saturday morning when JD was sleeping.. it took me a whole damn 20 mins to finish all the steps. End result was... well, see the photo attached and you decide if it made a difference...


Verdict: I wake up at 6.45am every weekday morning just to get to work by 8.30am. If using this means I've to wake up at 6.15am, I rather not. However this product is really useful to illuminate your face for that special occasion or dinner. Otherwise, for my daily routine, I will gladly stick to good old Everyday Minerals which does an equally great job of concealing & powdering without aggravating my acne prone skin.

Friday 19 March 2010

Ah Ma is mine!!


Heard from mom recently that JD is starting to show her possessiveness. When another toddler tries to touch JD's favourite Ah Ma, she gets really angry and tries to push the toddler's hand away. And when asked if xxx (name of a toddler friend) can play with Ah Ma, she will start shaking her head furiously! Cannot!!

When I heard that, I smiled. That's so cute. At the same time, I felt a tinge of sadness, not so much that I'm not the one whom JD wants to possess (I mean, I probably would if it was a maid but since it's my own mom, it doesn't really bother me) but rather, by not being her main caregiver, I miss the chance to witness her little but meaningful stages of development.

Wednesday 17 March 2010

Tired..

I'm tired.. I don't wanna fight anymore. Should I take up Dw's offer? Or maybe it's more of CAN I afford to take up his offer... I pray to God for strength & protection..

Wednesday 10 March 2010

MC - Unfit for fatherly duties


And so, Dw finally had his operation and I really hope that this is the permanent relief of his pain. Funnily enough, I seemed more "kan-cheong" than him for this op. He has had his arm fixed before so as per what he says: aiyoh, no need so scared la, not my 1st time anyway. To me, every op still carries a percentage of risk, regardless how small.

And so, he's gonna be out for about a month, after which I would expect him to resume his fatherly duties with alot more vigor and enthusiasm!